Memories
Laxmi Nagar New Delhi 3:47 am
o..........I'm sitting inside my room
Trying to get sleep but i could not.
I open my laptop and goes through fb.
Still i could see the Friend Request of mah loved one
I want to accept it coz i still love her truely from my heart wherether it as a friend
I dont want to accept coz this is not first time she has ignored me & leave,
i know her she got hurt in some way, so she did ignore me & she has right to do that. I dont want to hurt her again...
.........
.........I had her gifted shirt hanging on the wall
Feels she is always around me though she is not here
Sometimes i goes through greeting card that she gave me in our fourth month
Makes me feel so good that i forget that we are apart
It's the closest i will ever be to her again......
............
I move outside the balcony sit on chair and its raining outside lightly
The night surrounding here it's peace and calm but still i can see some people working
I can remember the times we walked these streets and had our great times,
there's smile in my face, that's what she taught me in my life.
............
......Never in my life had i felt so close to heaven and never have i felt so alone.
Theres only one thing i can do, let her go and be happy where she is rather hurt her again.
....Thousands question plays on my mind why you ignoring her now?
I got one and only answer to all question, Coz to let her happy.
,,,
There's so much burning inside me now that wont go away
I tries to sleep thousand times but i failed
It won't let me think of any thing else but her. oh gods why it's so hard.
God Let it rain heavily to wash me clean.
Forgive me for what i did.,,....
Laxmi Nagar New Delhi 3:47 am
o..........I'm sitting inside my room
Trying to get sleep but i could not.
I open my laptop and goes through fb.
Still i could see the Friend Request of mah loved one
I want to accept it coz i still love her truely from my heart wherether it as a friend
I dont want to accept coz this is not first time she has ignored me & leave,
i know her she got hurt in some way, so she did ignore me & she has right to do that. I dont want to hurt her again...
.........
.........I had her gifted shirt hanging on the wall
Feels she is always around me though she is not here
Sometimes i goes through greeting card that she gave me in our fourth month
Makes me feel so good that i forget that we are apart
It's the closest i will ever be to her again......
............
I move outside the balcony sit on chair and its raining outside lightly
The night surrounding here it's peace and calm but still i can see some people working
I can remember the times we walked these streets and had our great times,
there's smile in my face, that's what she taught me in my life.
............
......Never in my life had i felt so close to heaven and never have i felt so alone.
Theres only one thing i can do, let her go and be happy where she is rather hurt her again.
....Thousands question plays on my mind why you ignoring her now?
I got one and only answer to all question, Coz to let her happy.
,,,
There's so much burning inside me now that wont go away
I tries to sleep thousand times but i failed
It won't let me think of any thing else but her. oh gods why it's so hard.
God Let it rain heavily to wash me clean.
Forgive me for what i did.,,....