217 Sept
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trust meh I have tried countless way to know her, better to understand in every way but still I couldnot. I wont give up and still continues to my best every way and will make her happy.
Oh God I thanked you that we are fated to meet each other but plz dnt destined us to be apart from each other, I don’t want and I cant stand moving apart from her. I love her so much. If em belong to her, I am lost in the different world, I cant even imagine, it feels like a dream, so much happiness. If I don’t em still lost, don’t know which world that is, might feels like in hell.
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trust meh I have tried countless way to know her, better to understand in every way but still I couldnot. I wont give up and still continues to my best every way and will make her happy.
Oh God I thanked you that we are fated to meet each other but plz dnt destined us to be apart from each other, I don’t want and I cant stand moving apart from her. I love her so much. If em belong to her, I am lost in the different world, I cant even imagine, it feels like a dream, so much happiness. If I don’t em still lost, don’t know which world that is, might feels like in hell.
When she is happy . I am thinking of thousand people’s smiles in the world but between those smile, her smile is my favourite one which makes me smile without any reason. I still believe I am a kind of different guy, everything just strange about me. I was at total peace until I met her. But these things changed when she stepped in my life at that stage where I felt the arrival of love was not possible. Who knew, I even did not know someone, somewhere somehow I would meet someone special like her in mah life who will change me lots/ I want to change, I want to be like her, happy, helpful, always smile on face, together forever.And I can do that for her and I will. When she leaves me, I feel sad, when she gets upset, my mood turns really bad, when shes angry , nothing goes right wid meh/ when she’s with other, I feel jealous too sometimes. Whats wrong wid me?, I trust her and I have to… Do em in love, is it true love?/ Is these are the feelings people called True love. umm.. I think em in love. Ops.. why em thinking so much now?/ I still don’t know what she thinks about me/ What if she leaves me? No it can’t be. Till today I checked her in every way, she’s not like that, she cant do this to meh/
“KEEP calm she will surely love u like u do! “
I welcomed this beautiful moment or she presented it to me, I don’t know. Whatever my life is beautiful being with her.
“Hello..lo..lo God, just listen ok; don’t let anybody’s eyes on our relationship ok”
I wish we could read eachothers mind. Then I’d not have to be scared of losing her, scared to tell how I planned about us, scared of what other thinks, scared of loving her.
“Common mann!, you sudn’t be scared, you know what? , you must be strong enough”
oh! Really, I get it.
It’s been so much time nah, we are being part of each other.
I just feel lucky to have her. I miss her so much now, I wish she’s with me and give me hug and give me goodnight kiss. She don’t know I fall more for her, running all over my mind/,
Look my heart beats faster, can you hear, she’s telling meh, “ I m over here, I miss you too”
“Hey you! Are you gonna sleep or I’ll leave you now, clock gonna strike 2. Without me you wont be able to think, I am tired today. So close your note, keep ur feelings foh tomorrow,”
Achha fine! Sure, goodnight.
I miss you Baby. I love you, good night u too. Tomorrow we…
398 Feb
I am sad … today.
…… What is the only thing that every person wish for?
“it’s to turn back the time”
I do want the same.
What I believe and what’s happening? I don’t understand .
Every time I listen to her, I am hurt what she says/ Why did she want like that? Everyday I talk with her with hope everything is fine but its end with worst. What shall I do? My real happiness is; being with her but we are appearing as strangers, it’s sad to being like this.
Waking up early, doing my works, meeting friends, came back to home and back to sleep, it seems normal life but something is missing, I missed the moments wid her, I missed those hugs which c gave me as I always needed them. Although I laugh, smile, spend time with other but still I don’t find happiness what I in search of?
With every passing minute, the heart is full of mixed feelings. Even in crowd of people, lonliness finds me.Things changes with changing time, but not the people of the society, selfishness comes across everything, we wish for./ God, why did u let our paths cross when you knew we have to part our ways? Was em really entitled f or this? I know u will fix this, I know u will let our path cross again and let it be forever.
“Life takes U-turn but never tells you when”
But my time being with her was precious, I wont trade it with anything.. I should not force her in any way. I should have to understand her situation she is in, now. I just want her to be happy… Be with me..or../ Leaving everyone believe she’s still the same.
All I was left with silent screams, hears only by meh/ and I know she’s too? Plz god give her power to hold.
Every thing just s…./
I feel sorry for everything else…/
Missed her..
Gd9t./
“KEEP calm she will surely love u like u do! “
I welcomed this beautiful moment or she presented it to me, I don’t know. Whatever my life is beautiful being with her.
“Hello..lo..lo God, just listen ok; don’t let anybody’s eyes on our relationship ok”
I wish we could read eachothers mind. Then I’d not have to be scared of losing her, scared to tell how I planned about us, scared of what other thinks, scared of loving her.
“Common mann!, you sudn’t be scared, you know what? , you must be strong enough”
oh! Really, I get it.
It’s been so much time nah, we are being part of each other.
I just feel lucky to have her. I miss her so much now, I wish she’s with me and give me hug and give me goodnight kiss. She don’t know I fall more for her, running all over my mind/,
Look my heart beats faster, can you hear, she’s telling meh, “ I m over here, I miss you too”
“Hey you! Are you gonna sleep or I’ll leave you now, clock gonna strike 2. Without me you wont be able to think, I am tired today. So close your note, keep ur feelings foh tomorrow,”
Achha fine! Sure, goodnight.
I miss you Baby. I love you, good night u too. Tomorrow we…
398 Feb
I am sad … today.
…… What is the only thing that every person wish for?
“it’s to turn back the time”
I do want the same.
What I believe and what’s happening? I don’t understand .
Every time I listen to her, I am hurt what she says/ Why did she want like that? Everyday I talk with her with hope everything is fine but its end with worst. What shall I do? My real happiness is; being with her but we are appearing as strangers, it’s sad to being like this.
Waking up early, doing my works, meeting friends, came back to home and back to sleep, it seems normal life but something is missing, I missed the moments wid her, I missed those hugs which c gave me as I always needed them. Although I laugh, smile, spend time with other but still I don’t find happiness what I in search of?
With every passing minute, the heart is full of mixed feelings. Even in crowd of people, lonliness finds me.Things changes with changing time, but not the people of the society, selfishness comes across everything, we wish for./ God, why did u let our paths cross when you knew we have to part our ways? Was em really entitled f or this? I know u will fix this, I know u will let our path cross again and let it be forever.
“Life takes U-turn but never tells you when”
But my time being with her was precious, I wont trade it with anything.. I should not force her in any way. I should have to understand her situation she is in, now. I just want her to be happy… Be with me..or../ Leaving everyone believe she’s still the same.
All I was left with silent screams, hears only by meh/ and I know she’s too? Plz god give her power to hold.
Every thing just s…./
I feel sorry for everything else…/
Missed her..
Gd9t./
