Friday, April 22, 2022

If you hadn't walk in my life (Note 2014 wrote for Aanchu)

If you had not walk in my life…. 

My Life might not be so beautiful .. I would not get to know what the happiness is../ I would never know the beauty of the love again. I would not feel the completeness of the life../ 
Deep inside my memories, lots of beautiful times spending together with you fills my mind. Why the beautiful times move so fast..? I feel like, we meet a month back though it s nearly gonna to be year. 
Those sweet moments which I dream of..?  Love which I kept searching of..?  I found it all being with you../ 
Happiness, being with you that’s fabulous. I want it more.  Lonliness, when you gets angry and leaves me L , Its not bad coz I know you are showing just to be angry but love for me is still same.., I know you will come back again :D .Sadness, you show ! oops, its not easy to control when I don’t care if you get angry.. OMG! That bomb face seems really gonna to blast. 
Caring, how could I forget/ even in my dream you came and care when you gets angry../ 
The smile on your face, its reason I too will smile and forget all bad times. 
Excitement, when you say you want to see me and hug me so tightly.. J that me feel really better. But../ Love, Life../ some moments hurts but some gives reason to live..with great thoughts. 
I remember the first time I saw you .. that was strange. I think, I was strange that leads to meet  you../ I did not know why 
*you have choosen me to be your friend? 
*I became your special friend.? 
I did not know why I forget all the promises that I would not talk to any one else?  I did not know how I was able to share my stories?  I did not know why from that day i just like to talk with you more and spent time with you?  I did not know how could I accept you soon as a close friend? –You were amazing theres  something different on you.  I did not know why I try to be close to you though you like some other?  I did not know why I spent chating with you talking funny things?  I did not know why I was sharing my sorrows and pain with you?  I did not know why I was expecting your message?  I did not know why I was caring you little more than a day before?  I did not know why I used to get jealous sometimes?  I did not know why time being with you was too short? – Might be I gt to know what the happiness is.  I did not know why I care you when you were not well that day?  I did not know why I was thinking you most of time? 
I did not know why I was so emotional to you?  I did not know why I give more preference to you than other..?  I did not know why I miss you even knowing we meet regularly ?  … 
I did’t know why I trusted you more than my self..?  I did not know why I want a warm hug from you?  Howeva those were my bst time/ ….  ….  Now you are so important to me.  I don’t know why it’s long way to be together.  The lovely day, we meet and share was the day that begins with new journey with different  thoughts..  If you had not walk into my life  I wouldnot get such great time with you.  I might be still fighting with the lonely world.. :* 

My Dear Friend, "S.S.

As u sit silence,
wondering why I'll be your shoulder to cry on until  tears run dry.

I feel like I've known u forever
Although I only met u sometime these  past years
But our friendship will remain forever  no matter what shall cross our paths and hearts

The best thing thats happened to me
Is finding a forever friend like u
You're there to listen, help, and talk to
And best of all, I know I can confide in you

Some say the best love is one starts  from friendship
So I feel this is why we should try
Time leads us in this direction
Should we follow on down the line?

Friendship and love are always intertwined
Too close which sometimes causes confusion
But if we don't try, we will never know if it was meant to be
But forever you will remain my friend

I don't know if this is goin' to work
I'm not totally sure we should try
But I have all these mixed feelings inside which I don't know what to do


I love you both inside and out as my best friend
And I know that you love me that way too
So when I say "best friends forever"
That even means when I'm saying" Goodbye, I love you, too."

Burdens are lighter when carried by two,
And I just want you to know
I'm here for you. 

These days I just 
Feel like I'm out of your league even to care as you my  friend. 
Feels like' these days you are hidin' lots of thing inside and cryin' all alone. 
May be I'm wrong I were thinkin' too much.

Mere words cannot describe
The many qualities you show,
The love and carin' nature that
You share with those who know. 
Four years and forever passed
To bring us to this day, I don't know what's stopin' me to present these simple words to you. anyway.

May be we wont be together for life or we will be. Whatsoever wishing you successful life ahead.  

Chill